i can picture myself…

telling my oldest 1st cousin how things are. how our family would be if it wasn’t for her. becuase of her, our family is so fucking dramatic, thanks to her. her sister called my grandma while we were out eating today and started saying how my uncle kicked them out of them house and what not. well, first off… i KNOW the main reason why was because of missy… even though kelsey didn’t say that, it’s just a give away because of not saying. missy has the most smart-ass attitude than the rest of the family. i told my mom that i was gonna unblock her on my msn and see if she has the nerve to talk to. missy hates me. i know she does, especially since that one night. so, it’s whatever. OH! wonderful. kelsey just called my grandma and talking about money. omg. i swear, that family themselves NEED help. but, anywaysback to missy… missy is a stuck up bitch who works corners. how do i know? tori even told me. [tori is my other cousin.] plus, missy loves to piss off my mom at stupid times. I WANT missy to do or say something to my mom and i wanna see what happens. I WILL say something. I WILL make sure that if she tries to hit me, she WILL go to jail. my uncle can get mad if he wants to… well, i take that back. he probably will congradulate me on how i put my cousin in place. i will tell her that she’s a bitch, i will tell her to go to hell, i WILL tell her nobody give a flying hoot about her, and i will tell her to go do guys on the streets like she always does in the first place. i will tell her to take her attitude and go to hell all together. if you haven’t noticed, i don’t concider missy as family. she’s pretty much dead to me. honestly, i don’t care what happens to her… ever. she hates me. she’s jealous of me and my mom for living with my grandparents because she thinks we get special treatment. yeah right. we don’t get special treatment, it’s far from that. i mean, they never gave us money til my mom broke down and told them in the summer that there was only 200 dollars in her checking account. it’s finally built back up and i mean, it’s only 860 a month we get from SS… so, yeah. anyways, last night was probably the most greatest night of the year so far. sheah is probably the best ever person i know. i still don’t exactly what i love about him. we named off still we loved about eachother which made me laugh non-stop. i actually recorded what he said because i knew it would be stupid. but, gah, i wanna see him… badly. you have NO idea. seriously. well.. that’s all. <3

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